Generation Cold War

confessions of a polish girl /// spowiedz polskiej dziewczyny
Fuck it.

I’m in London.

Fuck it.

I’m in London.

I am realizing that I will never find you.

                                   I travel the world in the hopes of meeting you but you do not seem to care. 

                          How do I plan for the rest of my life without you?  What if I want to have a partner or a child? 

                         It does not matter where I go, how much money I make, how smart or beautiful I am or how much energy I spend trying to find you. 

                                                                           You are lost to me. 

                                                                     What am I suppose to do?

Fuck.

I am realizing that I will never find you.

I travel the world in the hopes of meeting you but you do not seem to care.

How do I plan for the rest of my life without you? What if I want to have a partner or a child?

It does not matter where I go, how much money I make, how smart or beautiful I am or how much energy I spend trying to find you.

You are lost to me.

What am I suppose to do?

Fuck.

                                                                          EURO TRIP

                                                  London - Bruges - Paris - Berlin - Polska

it’s official : there is a doctor in the family
congratulations eliza
wow wow wow

it’s official : there is a doctor in the family

congratulations eliza

wow wow wow

the pizza twins

the pizza twins

                                                                           .THE DAM.

hoover power

hoover power

construction  ↔  window
                 window  ↔  construction

construction  ↔  window

                 window  ↔  construction

everything but the gate & rent…   almost done.
almost.

everything but the gate & rent…   almost done.

almost.

                                        complete exhaustion  ///  can this be over already

młodość matki

młodość matki

happy mama day

happy mama day

it is hard to make new friends  ///  dinner for one

it is hard to make new friends  ///  dinner for one

a quiescent blackout   vol. xii

a quiescent blackout   vol. xii

i miss my old life. 
i miss my friends & family.
i miss everything.
when can i return?
when will this be over?
why did i do this?
so many questions, no answers; only silence.
i miss the energy of my life.

i miss my old life. 

i miss my friends & family.

i miss everything.

when can i return?

when will this be over?

why did i do this?

so many questions, no answers; only silence.

i miss the energy of my life.

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